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Tuesday, September 22nd, 2009
3:24 am	Brooklyn we go hard! So 4 months in to my city livin and it is sick!!! I can't find a pen to write in my "journal", so I remembered this The apartment is coming along nicely, slowly, but it's getting there it's hard because me and matt have conflicting schedules, so we are hardly ever home at the same time I see this as a good thing because then we won't get on each others nerves. I sometimes wonder what kind of life I would live if I stayed on long island or gotten a "normal" job... And I wouldn't want it any other way new York city = best ever (Comment on this)
Thursday, August 6th, 2009
2:15 pm	The search begins I finally completed my first shorty story in over 5 years. I don't understand why I ever stopped writing in the first place. This weekend starts the hunt for an apartment. Me and matty berent are looking at the first batch Saturday and Sunday. I'm super excited. Plus he is already down to adopt a dog! That's what best friends are for, I'm glad I've known him for like 20 years. City living has been so amazing. Taking a bike ride through the park and sitting under a tree to read a book is so relaxing. I'm really thankful to be dating someone who let's me stay at there place while I'm looking for my own. Although I wouldlove to stay, I don't think her roomates would like me here forever, though they are awesome, and we hangout anyway, And the loft is huge, it's finally time to get a place of my own where I can walk around without any clothes on, listen to loud music, have dinner parties, or drinking parties.. This fall is going to be full of new things, excitement, and surprises I CANT WAIT!!!! (Comment on this)
Thursday, July 23rd, 2009
12:54 am	What da frog?!?!? I live in new York city, this is amazing!!! Riding my bike to work. Rooftop bbqs! Hanging out in the park free shows by the river! A view of the skyline from my window! My life is amazing and I couldn't ask for anymore... (Comment on this)
Sunday, June 28th, 2009
1:37 pm	fuck yeah, I can live like this... Well, I pretty much did it. I moved to the city! I guess as a kid growing up on long island I can't really say it was a life long dream just because i've been going to the city for so many years since I lived so close. But ever when I went away to college in mass for those two years, I wanted to come back to ny and move to the city, it just took about 3 years or so to do it. I have a job in brooklyn heights at a BBQ place that pays okay. And I start tommorow, at this awesome pizza place in Williamsburg. I don't nesscArily have my own apartment yet, I'm staying with one of my friends, and she is really great about putting me up. Though she is moving into a new loft that isn't as close to my jobs, so I'll probaly end up staying at steve and ryans for q couple nights the plan right now is to tough it out for the summer, and then get a place. I feel somewhat wierd about it, cause I don't want to assume I can stay anywhere, but all my friends have been very cool about it they knew I wanted to move here and they want me around (probaly because I clean there places more than I do) everyone has been really helpful. But, back to the plan, long time friend of 19 years matty berent's lease is up at the end of august since he lives on the upper east side and all of our friends live in Brooklyn he hardly ever goes out I went up to hang with him and from greenpoint it took an hour to get there... So me and him are going to get a place either mid or end of august. I've known him for so long we figured it would be easy living with each other. So far city living has been great, going to shows, museums, street fairs. What's awesome is that I have my car for another two years. So I can drive anywhere out of the city if need be I wonder how this looks type out cause I'm doing it from my phone. I actually forgot I had a live journal, just cause I recently recievd a physical journal or a real journal. Paper and pen type stuff. And I've been writing in that everyday I also have a notebook of other writings. And I have got back into reading books. I've been feeling really accomplished latly.... .... And full of life, as per usual.... (Comment on this)
Sunday, May 3rd, 2009
1:46 am	BDS things have been going really well. i have had such a great connection with people in the past couple days. i went to see the hip-hop group Rebel Diaz in the south bronx the other night with tom. they are absolutely amazing. community organizers fighting for a better life for everyone. there music and message is so strong and powerful, i wish that everyone in the world got into them. its also motivating me to try and learn spanish. so many people in this country and the world speak it, i think it would be really beneficial the job search has started out pretty ok. i went and applied to a couple places. two clothing stores, one being urban outfitters, which i probally wouldnt take i just did it to see if they would hire me. then to a vegan snack and smoothie shop i also walked into like 12 pizza places and none of them are hiring and most of them are strictly spanish run. there are a few that i know of that might be hiring so i will be checking those out this week as well as applying to more other random shops. like most jobs, nothing is permanent. so im basically looking for something that will be there to pay rent. and then i can always be looking for something else, or a second job making cash. the apartment search has started out slow. this kid im more than likly moving in with found a 3 bedroom for $1100 a month, which is extremly cheap for brooklyn, but it was across the street form the projects. i didnt really care about that i was looking at the price! but apparently they arent renting it for some unknown reason. though i have 3 other locations that i need to check out. ive got about a month to secure a job. thats the first step. cause i know plenty of people who i can crash with until i find a place. i bascially have enough money in the bank to pay first and last months rent. but once i get my federal and state tax return in then i will have a decent cushion to go in with. at the end of the month, between money from work, money i have already saved, and my tax returns ill have about $3500 which as long as i have a job, i think is a good start. sometimes i second guess myself, like is this really what i want to do? is this for me? and it takes a little time for me to answer these questions. but the fact of the matter is, yes. i feel so alive when im in the city, like anything and everything is possible. i want to be a part of something, anything, and everything. get involved with a non-profit org. or even just be involved in the community with something. help people, help anybody. or at least have a voice in which people will listen. this, by far, has been the greatest idea i have ever had. i mean, it started a couple years ago... but i think back then i was kidding myself. now im dead serious... and soooo ready for it! (Comment on this)
Saturday, April 18th, 2009
12:35 am	here we go.... i kind of forgot how much i enjoy expressing myself on paper. so i have been writing things down in a notebook for a while. then i remembered i have a live journal account still. and since i dont really go out on friday nights anymore, ill express here. i just read my last post and realize how much has "changed" since then. me and greg hardly talk anymore. he really hardly talks with anyone. its so weird, even when i do talk to him, i feel awkward. i guess im worried about him. he hasnt talked to matty in about 9 weeks. hasnt really hungout with me in 2 months. zombie zam is finished. doesnt really talk to tommy. has some wierd job in amyitville. and has been living at my house for the past 2 weeks. which is the wierdest part. he sleeps at my house and i dont see him. granted im in brooklyn about 4 nights a week anyway.... but whatever, to each his own. maybe one day he will come around.... in other news, i decided about 6 weeks ago that i would move to brooklyn. the prices arent as high as i thought they were. i begin my job search this coming wednesday. im going to start by looking in brooklyn, and then venture into the city. even though the economy sucks, there is always work in the city, you just have to find it. thinking about this, it is like a dream come true. ive wanted to live in the city for a good 5 years now, but im finally at the point where it is going to start to become a reality. ive found a couple of great places at low cost and something that i can afford. i already have enough money to move in (first month rent and security), but im determined to find a job first. for years i have set in stone that i dont believe in anything. and have some what had a 'i dont give a fuck' attitude. but lately i have come to realize that i do believe in somethings. for one, i believe in myself, and i know that i will be able to find a job rather quickly. 2, i know that i will make it in this new venture that im about to embark on. in the past 3 months of being in the city and brooklyn 4 or 5 of 7days a week, i have met plenty of new friends, and kept close with my good friends i have there. this is fate. also ive realized that i believe in a free, independent, Palestine state. im for immigrant rights and to end oppression everywhere. im against borders, against a controlling police state, and against hatred. i guess i have uncovered somewhat of an inner beauty inside me. something, and someone, that can actually care about things alot more than i have ever before. this stems a little from the new girl that i have been seeing since late january. she actually inspires me to feel passionate about things. to feel good about who i am, and what i actually believe in. i have to act fast, because matty informed me today that he is selling the restuarnt. his plan is to take that money and open up a closed bar in our town. and apparently the deli next to it is closed now too, so he is taking that over and going to make it a big bar and grille. so i have no more than 45 days, probaly more like 30 days to find a new job, and find an apartment and move into it. i made it clear to matty in february that i dont want to work for him anymore and that i dont want to be a part the new endeavors. so i reallllyyy have to act fast. it seems like the position that i have put myself into this is seriously going to be the biggest challenge of my life, but i know i can do it, and i know that i will do it.... brooklyn/nyc is going to happen. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 11th, 2009
6:39 pm	CHANGE! YES I CAN! so my hopes of moving out have change a bit. this whole time i was thinking about moving out, i guess i never was really serious. but this time i am. as i was just talking to my friend joe, he mentioned how we are somewhat alike. in a way that there are breaking points. we wait and wait, take and take, and then it just comes crashing down. for the past two years i dont think i have really been living for myself. ive been working, doing a great thing, and im dam good at it. im going to honestly say that i am the best worker there. the spanish guy in the back is up there with me because he defintly puts up with as much shit as i do, but his is mostly just work, and no other things that are very stressful. i feel like i have been taking advantage of for far too long. certain things were promised to me at the beginning that have not come even close to being fufilled. there is no sense of urgency with anyone. shit isnt being fixed. it is hard to take a day off, not only because its hard to cover my shifts cause i can do everything and pretty efficent at doing so, but because i get shit verbally for it. not only am i not making as much as i was when i started, but im not making as much as i should be. or making the money that was talked about before this venture started. i dont have any health insurance, and havent for two years. thank some sort of high power for not needing it... there were other stupid things mentioned when we started, that i knew were probaly never going to happen, like christmas bonus, paid vacations, and holidays, and frankly, i dont care about that part, but its just another thing to add to the list of bullshit that has been spat out. when i do bring anything up, it is always shot down. maybe not by him, but always by her. and apparently from altercations in the past, she thinks im not "god's gift" to the store. which i guess is okay since i always cover shifts when needed, come in early if its busy, come in on my days off if they need to, work 60+ hours a week when they go on vacation, work 9 days in a row 8 of them open to close when your fucking grandfather dies. (which i didnt get a thank you for) i am the only other person that counts out the register due to the fact that no one else could be trusted. the only one who actually shows up on time, every day, without any excuses. i never call it sick, and i never ask for anything. are we in a recession? yes. but that shouldnt dictate anything pertaining to me because of all the hardwork i have done in the past 2+ years. okay, with that being said. im going to move into some borough of the city. i would like brooklyn, but because of the growing popularity of it and the trendiness, the prices are going up every month. gregory suggested astoria queens, which is some what up and coming as close to the city and brooklyn as you are going to get. besides it is only a 10 minutes subway ride to manhatten and 5 minute car ride to brooklyn, which is like going to the local grocery store. i feel as if this will give me the chance now, to live in a different community and grow as a individual, as well as mature in life. there is so much culture and oppurtunity, need to be a part of it. i have changed so much in the past 2-3 years, that it is really time to move on. not going to lie, i want to get a job in the city or wherever making pizza. if i could, i would do that for the rest of my life. well, i would eventually have my own one day, probally on long island. i turn 24 next week. this is the time to do this. im not going to want to do this in like 10 years, i should do it now. go out there, have some fun, live my life, and enjoy it for myself. i already have a decent amount of money saved, so im shooting to be somewhere by june 1st (Comment on this)
Friday, December 5th, 2008
2:07 am	bring me your love...... i heart city and colour so very much. if i had two wishes for christmas, 1st - win the lottery, duh, so everyone i know will live a great life. 2! love, thats all i want. fer cerealous if it has happened to me in the past.... why cant it come back? fuckers i give everything to all the people i know to all the people i meet. could things work out for me once??? im not talking bout the girl i made out with at the bar. or some chick who sees me at the mall and gives me her number. the real girl is what i want. someone who likes me for me. who isn't judgemental, who isn't drunk who has a sense of reality seriously, i know your out there. maybe we have already met. but come on over. i need something real. im sick of this fake shit. it seems as if everything else in my life is always working fine. except my love life. shit! maybe i care too much about other shit? that what i just thought right now. . . . . . i think way too much! FUCK!!! nope, not thinking about this anymore. bed time <3 (Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 3rd, 2008
12:50 am	i heard the new glassjaw some and it is awesome luckily someone ripped the stream so now its on my i-pod i also downloaded the double disc punk rock christmas album that fall out boy christmas song is great. all those songs want to make me start like, a seasonal hardcore band. XchristmasX, only record, release, or play shows in the month of december. hardcore original chistmas songs and cover x-mas songs. i just think it would be fucking hilarious. especially if the music is horrible... im excited for christmas this year. the economy is shit, and i dont want anything, and i also dont want to give anything. i did have this other great idea, more of a serious one. take any clothes i dont wear, wrap them up, and drive around nyc and brooklyn the day before xmas handing them out as presents to the homeless. even if it doesnt fit, then could use is just insolation duirng those cold nights. ive been in the mood to give. and i think im going to try my best to do so. witnessing the public in the last two years, the holiday season seems to be much more greedy then it ever has been. people want THIS, and need THAT. but come on, do you REALLY need a 50 inch television??? or do you HAVE to stand online in the cold after thanksgiving for 4 hours to get $100 off a laptop or something? im not saying it isnt bad to want these things, or to have these things. but when it boils down to it, do you REALLY NEED, this stuff. so much you would push your way to the front of a line, or run through a mall for? i just hope that everyone i know has a safe and happy month. winter is such a dreary, cold, and dark time of the year. lets see how many smiles we can have... (Comment on this)
Saturday, November 22nd, 2008
2:26 am	dotdotdotdotdotdot ...... so i was wrong.... can you blame me? i always like to think good things about people. pretty much, all people. so go figure that i was wrong. some of which don't care. and others just dont matter to me anymore. i am alone. have been for a while. and for what i have seen, will be like this for quite sometime. in terms of the future, i have almost grown to accept this. which i really don't see as a bad thing. due to the fact that i havent felt this way so few times in my life. so its like second nature. although it is my every day life, its hard to comprehend the true status of my situation. i try, i really do. but in the end, its all the same. same shit, different day. i guess im just too nice to people, too nice to everyone. and right now, in my mind, maybe they take advantage of that. throughout my life, but predominately the last 5 years, i have tried to give every single person i have known, what they need. 100% effort on my part. i can be an asshole, i know.... but deep down inside, im a great person. which everyone seems to forget. maybe if i just stayed in, every single night for even a whole month. people would remember me, beg for me to come out. i doubt this would happen, but its nice to think it could. OPEN YOUR FUCKING EYES, ALL OF YOU! I'M HERE, ALONE, IN NEED OF REASSURANCE! COULD YOU HELP ME FOR A CHANGE??? INSTEAD OF ME HELPING YOU???? It would be nice..... everyone i know, i love. everyone i meet, i love. all im asking is for a little in return. kthnxbye (Comment on this)
Monday, November 17th, 2008
12:24 am	FTWPROP8 who the fuck are you to decide what love is? fuck bigots and fuck homophobes. if a man wants to marry a man, or a woman wants to marry a woman, who cares? like seriously.... there are so many more important issues to be dealing with. like are sons and daughters dieing in the mid east. or how fucked our economy is, or how shitty the worlds enviroment is getting. its the new civil rights movement. after talking to an idiot at a bar, it came to me fuck you who cares.... a portion of the conversation went like this.... kid - " are you gay?" me - " nope" kid - "then why do you care?" me - " why do you? its none of your buisness.... it doesnt directly effect you" which is the whole point. no one is having gay sex in front of you. and me thinking of you fucking someone, makes me sick, cause your an ugly fat fuck. some people in this country are made up of pure ignorance. at least we were smart enough to elect the better man to be president. ~change~ (Comment on this)
Sunday, November 9th, 2008
2:56 am	wsadfghjkl im so alive right now, and so many thing are working in my favor.... im officially inviting anyone and everyone that i have ever met. to be my friend, or to be my friend again.... im so in love with life and living more than i have ever been. ..... i cant explain it. <3 (Comment on this)
Friday, November 7th, 2008
8:59 pm	a little late but.... i know its a couple days after, but i just have to give my thanks, thank you america! for not being close minded, and racist. and for not being too right wing and conservative. it is about time this country and the people living in it did something right. and after a long 8 years of hell, war, and failure. we now have a new president. im ready for the change! and im proud to be an american now. OBAMA!!! election day was great for me, it was quite an adventure from the minute i woke up. i was soooo excited to vote this year, i even had trouble sleeping. then i woke up a 8:30, bright and early, cause i wanted to get my vote in early. there were so many people there, and it was so early. then i had to work all day, which was fun because people kept asking me who i voted for,. and of course i told them obama, i didnt care if they were wearing there mccain gear. this one lady called barrack a nigger, so i responded with saying mccain was a dirty old man who touches kids. she disturbed me quite a great deal. then went to darts and played a pretty sweet match while keeping up with the coverage, they were lame inside and didnt turn the volume of the tv up so i had to listen to his speech via my radio in my car. i opened all the doors and blared it. it made me tear up when he started talkting about the 106 year old women, and how much she has seen and expirecnced the real celebration came after. me and dan tello went to meet up with ashley at changing times in farmingdale. that's where dan got the great idea to drive out to montauk. and i was defintly down, and as was ashley, and we tried to convince her friend to come, but she said no. left our area at 430am! such a great time to drive. got some sparks, 12 pack beer, sandwhiches and water. (what more could you need for a extremly early drive to monatuk?) we got there right before sunrise, and it was beautiful ive never seen like, a real sunrise like that before, where it rises straight up from the water and then into the sky. it was amazing, and it was really warm out too. after just hanging out by the water and then up on a cliff with waves crashin below us we explored some of the private rds of montauk and all the rich people's houses. we didnt get back into town until like noon. it was such an awesome fucking idea to go. and im defintly going to do something like that again. i love it out there, and to see the sunrise on a day like that, after (hopefully) a new great president was elected. ....very special to me. all in all it was a great day, night, and morning. it made me briefly appreciate my life more. and realize that there are good and beautiful things in this world. also gave a chance to get the info and deal about things. and im happy how things are going. its becoming a bit exciting.... :) (Comment on this)
Friday, October 24th, 2008
1:12 am	ftw so i have come undone for the last time, ive come to grips 90% of my problems, and nearly all my fears. i have a fear of growing up. there, i said it. although i pay for everything myself, my car, phone, insurance, clothes, food. i still have this little burden i have kept tucked away. i know im 23, and i need to get over this by now. so im going to. i mean, i want to be on my own and i have been looking for apartments for like 2 years now, i guess in the past, i wasnt ready, and i didnt have a reliable person to move in with,. but now that greg is on long island. he is it. what better person to live with then your cousin and best friend for 23 years. also, i have finally realized what has been a plague for the last three years. i have been self conscious, i truly didnt think that was it. but it is, haha. i laugh at it. mostly because over the years i have given great advice to people against this sort of issue. maybe its a part of maturing that i never understood that made me feel this way. i really dont act how i did like, a year ago. im defintly more grown up. but now i feel as if over the last two years i lacked some sort of confidence. i think part of the change had to do with reconnecting with an old friend. i guess its because when the first time i hungout with her in three years. i did what i wanted, and what i wanted to back then. now it's like the berlin wall has come down. im trying to start playing music. and making my own. for real this time. ive taken strides at work to make sure my presence is there. even though, i know, that they have always appreciated my hardwork, now its like... if im not there, shit falls apart. which is how it should be, since im the most dependable person they have ever met. all in all, i guess life is really great right now. besides the fact that i feel really alone. but i guess that relaly just has to do with my relationship status, or lack there of, duh. but in due time i think everything will right itself, or at least i hope it does. i came to believe years ago that everything always works out for me, and i really hope this is true. from the first semester at dean when i fucked up my grades, and they really shouldnt have let me back. or when i almost got kicked out for getting caught drinking, bad grades, and bad behavior all in the same semester. and they still let me back. thinking back on that, it is all about my personality, and the way that i am able to present myself to other people. which i will admit i have a gift in getting people, and sustaing people to like me. even strangers. i haven't the slightest clue as to why, but i do that to people. i think deep down what im trying to say, or at least trying to convince myself, that everything is alright. and that even if it isnt now, everything will eventually be ok. cause i do my best in whatever i do, and the effort is always there. id just like a positive outcome no matter what it is that i do. as if over the past three years i havent gone through enough change already. i see the rest of the year, even these last 2 and a half months. as being the pinnacle changing points of my life. me, personally will recognize and embrace every instance, but wont tell anyone about it until i feel the time is right. until something changes in the near future, peace and love to all, and dont forget to walk lightly upon the earth.... (Comment on this)
Thursday, September 25th, 2008
2:29 am	burn that book!!!! i have a bunch of friends that are girls and i love it. and i like them a lot. but, it seems like the rest of them, i just look as potential. which now i think has become a bad thing. maybe i lost out on a couple of good friends? i don't know. "sucker for a kiss" - (new found glory of course) that's really what i am. ha ha. it has come to a point where i just love too many people. not like its a bad thing. but lately i have been appreciating people for who they are, what they do, and how they interact with others. i guess deep down, im just happy with how everyone else is, yet struggling to be happy with myself. i mean, i am happy, no doubt about that. but, im trying to work on th extent of my hapiness .... if that makes sense? (Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 17th, 2008
12:54 am	theres alot that i dont know, and alot that im still learning.... overall, things are great. in the grand scheme of everything, shit is finally coming together. though i havent been involved directly there was some lame drama last week and half. people just need to grow up and get over themselves. the girls and guys i know and are friends with now, are the ones that are going to be there for a while. i know it, they know it, we all know it. yet some people intentionally try to come in the middle of this. latly the way we have discussed it, it is more like a family. its structured, and it maintains as a good support group for one another. so dont fuck with it, please. in other good news my good dear friend alex is marrying his long time girlfriend kathryn they have been together since freshman year of high school (what!??!?!) yeah, 9 years, pretty incredible. they are to be married next august. the other night he asked me to be in the wedding party. of course, accepted, and i am completly honored. ive been friends with him since 3rd grade, though i might not see him now as often as i did in the past. it was really special to me. it shows he cares about our friendship and that he knows that i care about him and kathryn. she was just excited as i was. it was funny, about a month ago for a week, i really thought i was broken down. like my life was in shambles, for no particular reason. im sure everyone gets like that at some point. you just keep thinking and ya cant stop. about your life, the present, the future, the past. and at one time or another, it just gets to you. but after all the good things to come around in the past couple weeks. everything is a-ok. other then the fact that i got outbid for an apartment last week. haha. how do you offer $1500 for a 3 bedroom house in the paper. and then basically say its mine, and have someone come and offer you more money and take it. .... America, go figure. took me a while to find a good deal like that, ill get another one soon enough. as for the rest of this mid september week, ill be going down to visit my sisters at school just for a day and half, see how they are doing. and thursday night we are going to see the gaslight anthem! so that should be great. and greg comes back from detroit on friday. living life, is the craziest things ever. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 3rd, 2008
11:56 am	hot damn! summer in the city the past week has opened my eyes to the greatest things in life. primarily freedom. although this country is doing really shitty things all over the world. the reigning authority figures in the white house suck. and our economy is completely going to shit... its still one of the most beautiful and free countrys in the world. went into brooklyn last wedsday to see the warriors play a show. that was fun then thursday went into nyc to help move my friend into his new apartment. carry shit 5 floors down, then driving like 50 blocks north, and carry shti 5 floors up its hell. friday dave vadesz got back from his military training. which is good, but i still dont understand why he did it he doesnt even like it. sunday..... oh how great of a day. Andrew W.K. played a show. and it was awesome. you could really expect nothing less. it was just him on the piano and then he had the instrumental tracks of his songs play over the p.a. that was pretty cool because that is how he started as an artist. he lived in nyc and just recorded every instrument himself, burnt it onto a cd and then went to clubs around the city with just his keyboard and a c.d. and then got noticed. he is the real deal. the positive energy that he creates with so many people around him its just amazing. he pretty much inspires everyone to do whatever they want to have fun. during one song he just yelled out... "now everyone do a dance that makes them smile" and he invited everyone on stage with him to sing along and dance at one point there were like 50 people up there.... so great! :) (Comment on this)
Thursday, August 14th, 2008
8:25 pm	yes yes and morrreeee yes! sick bike ride to kings park today although ten minutes from my house it started pouring and i got soaking wet. i really didnt mind it. at one point i just stopped stood with my bike in the road and looked up just let the rain pour down on my face and body. it felt so amazing. its stupid things like this that i love. the summer has been so great. i really dont want it to end. its been full of great expierences and alot of growth (Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 13th, 2008
1:23 am	wednesday august 13th 2008 (its a good thing, so dont worry) the future is now here, no one knows what is about to happen. no one has a clue. not one single person knows what im about to do....... (Comment on this)
Thursday, August 7th, 2008
1:37 am	montauk! another two days off, another two days in montauk. rode bikes this time. and saw another shooting star while doing it. i just cant get enough of it.... this is what we hope for and this is what we need nights without any lights, and some one taking the lead. well pedal fast and try to stay straight. looking for the water thats so great. well drink our beer and drink our wine as we feel the wind blow and watch the stars shine. (Comment on this)